[BL] Debut in Interstellar After Retiring as Grim Reaper-Chapter 76: Inject

Chapter 76: Inject

Once a ghost becomes out of control, the resentment will get bigger until it destroys one’s consciousness, becoming a demon whose instincts only kills or destroys everything that disrupts him. Because everyone tried to stop him from eating which was his obsession, it became a trigger for the demon to appear. Other than that... Qin An knew that it’s probably because the ghost finally remembered its identity.

Some souls died in such injustice that is why they tend to grow deeper resentment, wanting to take revenge on their perpetrators. However, not only it’ll demerit them when they cross the Naihe bridge but it also ruins the opportunity to reincarnate. Yet how could souls who died from injustice let who killed them live in peace? Not everyone could accept leaving without taking revenge for themselves.

Souls cannot even touch humans, so how could they take revenge? Through letting the resentment consume them. Deaths are associated with negative energy. Any souls who died can have this energy but it will depend on the will of the soul to leave or do the other way to harm living.

These souls will accumulate negative energy that could give them strengths, slowly becoming a dangerous existence to all living beings.

Harming others can also be done successfully by stronger souls. Only letting the evil consume all your consciousness can achieve stronger abilities, and thus, this requires sacrificing your own self.

Another way to call the second death.

A demon has no conscience and consciousness. It will only instinctively obey the deepest obsession in one’s heart and will hurt anybody. It’s like becoming a monster, but for those who died in despair and hatred, this may be their chance to take justice for themselves.

The desperate cries and agony that they had felt will probably not even be enough to take all the despair upon facing the unwanted death.

Qin An had seen too much in his past life, so seeing the ghost who became a demon, he knew the danger it could bring.

Ordinary ghosts can even affect a human’s body for a long time. What about a demon? Of course. Judging from what he had observed, the resentment of the demon will likely increase the pollution on their mental strength. The doctors were right to let them stay away, but what about Lu Nanxiao himself? He doesn’t have control of his body anymore.

If this continues, sooner or later, he’ll fall into a mental breakdown which was only supposed to be a common accident for armies on the border or in some circumstances, but never like this.

It cannot go like this.

The doctors want to go closer to Lu Nanxiao to inject an inhibitor but it’s too dangerous for them too. They want to use robots but they unfortunately don’t have high level nursing robots here. Low level nurses cannot fight with Lu Nanxiao this time. It’s very different from He Yan. They have to do it themselves because it can affect them. Aside from this, they don’t have enough equipment for this kind of emergency because after all, who would have thought Lu Nanxiao would end up this way?

"Doc, this classmate cannot take this anymore." A nurse couldn’t help but talk with her anxious words.

"I know." The Doctor gritted their teeth in annoyance because of their incompetence for this time. Lu Nanxiao’s condition is getting worse and they can’t wait any longer for rescuers!

Just as the doctor decided to come and grit his teeth to take risk, a young man’s voice sounded behind him.

"I’ll do it."

The doctor was startled because there’s still a trainee who sneaks in and turns around, only to see Qin An.

"Classmate Qin?" The doctor and nurses surrounding were shocked, even the mentors and others far away were startled.

"Qin An!" Xu Xinyi shouted but Qin An didn’t listen and lent his hand in front of the doctor.

"I don’t have mental power. I can try it."

"Classmate Qin, it’s very dangerous—"

"I’ve also tried this on He Yan, right?" He cut him off. The doctor sighs.

"He Yan’s matter is different to Lu Nanxiao. You don’t know because you don’t have mental power but it’s—"

"That’s why I’m the only one who can do this." He once again interrupted what it said. Qin An’s face was calm and composed. "Can you still wait for them?"

The doctor couldn’t answer him. All of them knew they could not. If they cannot inject this inhibitor to at least appease Lu Nanxiao’s riot, the worst thing that may possibly happen... is death.

Can they watch this young man die in front of them?

But as a doctor, can he watch others save another without even thinking about itself? Wasn’t it their responsibility to risk everything at all costs just to help their patients? Then why can’t they have the courage and instead this young man has?

Not to mention Qin An is the youngest and a minor, he was even willing to try, so why can’t they?

The Doctor opened his mouth to refuse but Xu Xinyi, who heard Qin An’s offer, shouted at him.

"What are you thinking?! You are not allowed to do such reckless things, Qin An!"

The mentors also gave some words to stop Qin An from what he offered. The atmosphere became even more tense as they waited and couldn’t come up with a decision.

Worst thing that could happen is that someone who’ll help Lu Nanxiao might be affected by the riot. This would even make the situation worse. They can’t even handle a single person, what’s more if someone will add?

Qin An doesn’t have mental power, but they are not sure that nothing bad will happen. Dammit. Does it really have to be this way? Is there no other way?

Unfortunately, no matter what countermeasures they wanted to think of, Lu Nanxiao couldn’t take it anymore inside the pantry.

Gritting his teeth, he had no other thoughts but only wanted to stop this pain. It’s not just his head that seems to be cut open but all of his body feels severe aches that he only wishes for it to stop. It doesn’t matter what method it is.

As long as the pain will stop.

As long as the force inside him stops controlling him!

With a little bit of his sanity and strength, he stretched out his hand towards the fork on the table.

It doesn’t matter anymore!

Just as Lu Nanxiao felt his eyes go totally red in madness and his consciousness fell, a blurry image passed through him and the next thing he heard was everyone’s shouts around him.

"Qin An!"

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